I have fonget about you :)

Heeeeeeeeeee, Im okay for now baby. :D

I've the BEST family, the GREATEST friends, 

the COOLY cousins and I dont need you. :)

I miss you.

I miss my phone ! :( banyak gila lagu dekat dalam , hm.
That day was unlucky day, classmates and I went to Sunway Piramid for hang out together and thts was my first time. Kay, Aidil, Epul, Hanif, Intan, Cikpah , semua budak asrama datang, and and Didie, Jannah, Farah, Alia, Fai, Kamal, Amir, Charanjit and more, Ive fongot.

-Intan datang rumah.
-gerak Sunway dengan Amir, Epul
-pukul12.30 pergi jusco
-snap gmbr
-Acik Nikon, Farah Canon
-bought tickets for movie "Bigmomma"
-went to Mega
-buka phone sonny, sbb phone stuck, pakai phone lain
-suruh Epul pegang jap
-kay pergi jalan-2
-3 pm somthing, went for movie
-terserempak dengan Asrul, Fizie, Fiqie, Maria
-watching movie
-DONE
-keluar movie
-check my phone
-and, I LOST IT
-gabra gila
-semua cari, pergi movie xde blabla
-EMO sekejap, sekejap je
-then pergi makan dengan Epul
-release tension.
-Thanks Epul for cheer me up. :)
-balik.


Asal xde mood ni nak tulis ? -______-' ckap psl phone punya psl haish.
damn, byk lagu besssssssssssssst ! :'( hm, Im bored Im bored without you baby, I miss you. *phone.

I have try so hard ,

I may regret to play on you, but you may regret too if you leave me because Im really fall for you. No one can love you more and more, cry because of you except me. And, you may regret if you take me back LATER because you might to lose me forever. 

If you say so,

Sitting in the bed, thinking of one person and remembering all those memories and then realise that they might never happen again.

You fucked my day.

Hi blog, :) I just awake, so I went down switch on the lappy while hearing
bruno's mars song "just the way youre" on tv. I've got 2 msg from Sofea and Aimie. Last night, I texted Fiqie and Eiya, suddenly when Eiya was calling me i heared some familiar voice at behind her. I replied Fiqie's text, I said I've no mood and he asked me why about it.

Hurm , when I was online, and I saw "him", was online on IM chat, so I tried to chat with him. 

A: <3 Im in love with you, but..

me: but ?

A: eiya?

me: knpa? you in love with her jugak?

      min, jujo jelah i xmarah lah. (something like tht huh i fongot wht've i wrote)

me: Amin? 

.................................................*hes not replied.

me: I kene off , bye.

Seriously, you fucked my day.  

whts wrong with her!? Isnt you likes her? Okay fine, just tell me the truth so that I can take that with wholy heart. :)

"Sometimes it's better to be alone. No one can hurt you that way"

WEIRDO.

Apis texted Nina: "Nina sombong sekarang"

Eiya wall Amin: "Amin Imran sombong!"

HAHAHAHAHAHA, awesome xD tertukar lah. 

Make my day,

Sorry sorry sorry , da lama xupdate, i was too lazy :) and Im sorry again , heeeeeeeeeeeee.

okay lets see, wht am i gonna write on this post ? -.- *take half an hour to think about it.

Semalam kan kan, sofea datang rumah. HEHE then then, Amin Bad ada dkt luar, gila bising mcm ggrrr, pastu Afiq dgn Amin pergi main kejar-2 geletek-2 HAHA, awwww dorang mcm adik-beradik da. :) k stop, then we were doing our school's works whilel gossiping about her crush on someone. kay, done. 

6pm , Fizie texted Sofea. Tanya dekat mana blabla, and something like usual question. Then, 6.35p, Fizie datang rumah, nak hantar Sofea balik rumah dia, Nina nak ikot tau tau, guess wht he said? "sibuk je hehe" , do he must put the "HEHE" on the text. -_______- tapi nina ikot jugak! xD bluueeeeeeeeeeeekkk, when we were on our way to get there, Kamal called me asked about Sunday, and he told me tht he just saw my brother, Afiq, Amin, Bad and others at the corner of kedai mamak.

 Lpas hntr Sofea balik, kitorng mcm "jom lah ikot jalan lain, mls lah takot nnti dorng nmpk pastu apa la ni la", kay, ikot jalan taman tu pusing ikot shell. heeeeeeee, borak-2 pasal his life, and more, pastu tanya pasal Sofea, awww korang sweet lah but dont rush, just take ot slow dude. k, got home at 7. Mak bising tanya afiq mana blabla, I was like "err, dia kan ajar rugby" , She was mumbling and i cant stand it anymore. ggrr . I called Bad, asked them where have they been. Afiq pergi hantar Fiqie balik, k. Afiq balik, borak-borak dengan dia, pastu call Fiqie jap, borak-borak, pastu dia nk ckp dgn Afiq, k bagi phone dkt Afiq, then pass dkt Nina, ckp-ckp, then pass pulak dkt Afiq bli, then pass dkt Nina balik. -.-' 

Fiqie: "best kan, boleh main tukar-tukar pulak"

Nina: "banyaknya kredit nina kan"

Fiqie: "nnti Fiq call la Nina blik"

HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAH, :) da la Afiq dgn Fiqie hmpir muka sama :P

Hurm, Im scared that I might lose them, When I talk , no one can understand me except them.

Sofea, Fiqie and Fizie :') , thanks guys.

bestfriend ,

Nadraaaaaaaaaah , aku mls lah nk update :P bussy layan boyfriend. Ecewah.

K, guna bahasa melayu. Hari ni, pagi saya text dia. :) BAHAHA! apahal mengedik plak ni? orang lain text boyf masing-masing xkecoh pon -.- dia kawan saya jah, belum rasmi lagi. HEHE kenapa saya  tulis pasal dia ni? kau punya psl lah Nad, nk tau sngt. HAHA

k, lastnight was otp with my bestfriend :'), Zarul. :( gila rindu kau.

He storied about his new school, new friends. Aku dgr pon, awww bestnya! 

apa nama group korang? GRAB? haha Generasi Riang Angkatan Bebas. 

and and dance korang, "1,2,1,2 grab" HAHAHA, gila tergelak aku dgr. 

I miss you when you called me all the night, made your stupid jokes, 

sharing your secret, talking back our friends,

 telling your hates and likes 

and yah a ghost story tht we had. HAHA <3 I love you bestfriend, :)

New cousin, fake cousin

 AZRAFIEZ PUTRA :) *link his name if want to add him on facebook*

Aww, sedapnya nama wey, mcm nama abg ipar aku "Rafiez".

He's my fake cousin. Dia kata, saudara dia kawin dgn saudara saya, jadi kami berdua sepupu! xD bodo gila -.-
He had the same primary school with me, same school van. Aww, really missed tht time. :) and he fongot d how to speak chinese maaah, *slang cina*
Wey, aku xtau nk tulis apa psl kau, rasa nak bunuh, sepak terajang, cuushh~! *pistol* , yeah da mati dah kau.

Kay, dia ni baiklah (fake) , friendly, goodlistener and he asked me to write his status to being single. 
READ PROPERLY, HE'S SINGLE.
 Sekolah dekat Teknik Setapak,  Dia ada kembar, lupalah nama adik kau. heeee, Dah lama tak jumpa lps skola cina dulu. Sumpah dia cepat gila perasaaaaaan, -______-' xtau lah kenapa dgn dia, hahaha. Dia suruh tulis gempak pasal dia. takbaik menipuu weyh, xda gempknya. And, weeeeeeeeeey sijil UPSR aku xda, kata   nak teman pergi skolah lama. Teheee :)

Razif, Fatin, Linda, Firdaus, Eriz, Muiz, Amira, 

all malay students, buat reunion jom jom.

 SEMUA CKP CINA haha xD

Sorry tak dapat jumpa hari ni :( ESOK ESOK :)

Today, nothing much.

A ,

A, I know you've did your best. Its just Im not ready for it, :(

Im melting because of you.

I cant lie to myself, that I started to loving you.

GUY

Must be a matured person, settle down this first then him later. Seriously, I start to hating them.

like a G6 ,

Heee, updating blog eh sekarang? :P okayokay, just wana wish a HAPPY THAIPUSAM to all my Indian friends! Semalam da kecoh da dlm kelas masa time Chemist, ada main gedang HAHA tautau ah Jason lah tu. -.-ketua kelas. :) Aww, hari ni classmate semua ajak pergi sunway, tengok movie Khurafat. shitted, mcm best gila tengok dkt Melodi masa tu, ggrr. Try ckp dkt mak, nak pergi sunway, mcm biasa lah tanya "buat apa dkt sana?" "dngan sape?" blablabla, oh tidak panjang lebarnya, da settle dengan mak, mak okay. Thts just a beginning, step one then to the step 2 , its freaking difficult to through. Ask fr permission again, haha xpyh tanya da tau jwpn, a big NO in her head. -.-

 SO, im not going. PFFT, wht a life, but maybe its make feel better. :) plus I have a lot of homework need to do.  :( like I need 5 more days to complete it. HAHA -.- okay, bangun, terus kemas bilik, kemas buku sbb bilik dah mcm rat-borne HAHA.  An half hour later, all DONE! :D waaah , bersih2. baru semangat nak belajar! hehe

Then Saiful called, guna public phone dekat hostel dia, Teknik Gombak. :) HAHA comel lah, dia ckp dia kene potong botak setiap cuti PEEEH gila mcm pergi umrah. xpexpe, mesti kacak xD

Dia takot nak ckp dgn my mom, -.- apa ah, da jadi fake son in-law pon malu HAHA

kda tak on the phone, turun bwh, borakborak dkt meja dngn kakak and my mom. 

Nina: Mak, tadi Saiful call.

Mak: oh yeke? dia da balik asrama?

Nina: er, xla. dia guna public phone.

Kakak: sape? adik Shahida ke? yang mana? xprnh nmpk pon.

Mak: laaaa, yang bongsu tulah. yang kecik tu dulu

Nina: takkan xkenal kot? da byk kali ckp dari tahun lepas -.-

Kakak: yang bongsu tu!? laaa, patot la mcm pnh nmpk. Dia la yg slalu Shahida keluar, mesti ada dia. *gelak.

Mak: yeke? anak manja kot *senyum

Nina: tu lah, haha masa kak Shahida pergi subang pon dia ada mak. hehe, anak manja!

Kakak: da mcm Rahim da nanti HAHAAH

Mak: kenapa dia call? tanya pasal mak mentua ke?

Nina: ZzzzZZzzz -.- *gelak* , dia malu nak cakap dengan mak, mak.

Duuh, mcm nak suruh aku kawin dengan Saiful je. -.- HAHA

okay, Amin texted, tnya pergi sunway ke then cakap lah xsure sbb kakak mesti xbagi. Kebtulan Zul ada dkt sunway tgh training dance. Zul texted, "aku tengah lepak dengan Amin." wtf? peeeeeeh, apa yg dorang tgh bincangkan pasal aklu dow? tengok da ckp mcm gangster plak. ayu sikit ayu sikit! xD

K, tengah update blog. Asrol dengan Fizi datang. Tetibe Afiq naik atas terus mandi, Arif pula suruh turun bwh jaga rumah sbb rumah tengah diubahsuai HEEE. dorang da turun bwh semua. 

Nina: wey, nak pergi mana?

Arif: joging. (pakai lawalawa)

Nina: eeeehhhhhhhhhh, biar betol ni?

(Afiq tengah tengok cermin dengan berpakaian sungguh bukan mcm ingin pergi berjoging)

Arif; betol lah. 

Nina: sumpah?

Arif: ....pah. *sengihsengih*

Afiq: *sengihsengih* shuu, beritahu mak kitorng pergi joging tau! 

Nina: WOOII! tinggalkan Nina sorang2 huh? mana aci! nak ikot jgk!

Arif: jaga rumah lah hehe

Nina: Alaaaaaaaa, :( nak upah!!

Afiq: pergi KL, beli dorang punya barang ah.

Hesshh, nak keluar jugak! ggr, xpe xpe, esok nak pergi subang nak tengok Izz bahu dia patah. :( kesian dia. 

okay, bestnya part ni, esok kan sekolah, mmg pling "SUKA" sangat lah. da la semua homework "DA SIAP", hehe. Pelajar yang "CEMERLANG" biasa lah. :P

Saifuul balik, :)

Oh oh ! Saya main badminton dengan dia. Dia kata saya HEBAT! -.- *perli 

Im gonna miss you, fake husband. BAHAHA

My mum also gonna miss you too, youre her beloved fake son in-law. 

SAIFUL POTONG BOTAK EMPAT,

 XSEMPAT NAK TENGOK DIA DA BALIK GOMBAK. :(

Waasssuuppp ,

Heyyo Blog! Kfine, Im so sorry if I havent update my blog, boleh online sabtu ahad je. Kay? :)


Okayokay, first day of school was SUCKS. 

• bangun, 5.55am
• go to school by car, afiq drove.
• perhimpunan
• tanya orang "kelas 4ARIF mana?"
• okay, i saw Didie waving at me.
• pergi sana pastu duduk
• talking with Jannah, Intan, Liyana and Didie
• THEYRE SO FRIENDLY THAN I THOUGHT
• naik kelas duduk dengan Charajit, She's okay :) 
• takdapat buku teks lagi :(
• first period is BI, okay but the teacher was too fast -.-
• 2nd period, BM. pon sama mcm di atas

3rd period, AGAMA.

Waktu Agama, gabung kelas dengan kelas sebelah, kelas B. oh yeah duduk dengan Didie dkt kelas, meja depan sekali. Ustazah belum masuk, Didie nak pergi call dia, temanlah pergi bwh cari public phone, cari punya cari PUBLIC SEMUA ROSAK. weyh pergi ah ganti haish sekolahsekolah. Haaa, ni yang best ni! okayokay, kitorng naik kelas lah, masa da masuk kelas ttbe kerusi aku hilang. I was like seriously nak pergi cabut lari, xnak sekolah situ lagi!! agak kejam ; Dekat sekolah perak lagi terok, masuk kelas lepas rehat  meja lesap! peeeeh, mcm miskin sangat ah sekolah situ.  Terpaksa ah share dengan Shakirah, :( xpe xpe, chill sudah.hari ni hari korang, esok lusa hari aku hehe ;

okay sambung tadi. then, aku berdiri je pandang depan belakang semua lah, ustazah pon xamik tahu, teruskan belajar, pfft. Terpaksa lah Didie mengempiskan bontotnya itu. BAHAHAHA! 

• 4rd period, fizik
• cikgu xdatang
• kay BALIIIIKKKK!! xD
• tunggu Sofea, punya la lama -.-
• da jumpa, OH MCM AKU DA SELAMAT je! I really miss you Sof :(
• pergi jumpa cikgu ape tah hantar borang then nak tanya psl SPBT.
• dia ckp kena amik dekat Perak
• WHAT THE HECK MAN!?
• agak-agaklah cikgu haish, xpexpe sabar. 
• then balik
• That day was not okay. Seriouse shit.

I want a perfect boyfriend :(

Seriously I mean it , aww shit 
I miss my ex, past of ex-ex HAHA . I saw his profile, his picture with his girlfriend, damn how sweet they're. :(
I try to be a good person, good than last year. 
In the past, Imma really bad person, not really, sometimes. I never care about my future what will happen later.
I didnt finished my homework, skip class, skip school, being rude, sleep in class and more. The best is I got 4 failed in Form2 Mid Exam. ITS REALLY SUCKS. And I really regret it. 

I decide to move from Subang to Perak, I've learn much more things from there. New friends , they teached me how to face the truth and becme strong. Dont easy to give up.  For only 1year, I had a lot of memories. Classmates, dormates, seniors and juniors. They're really have supported me. It makes me change to good. :) and I wanna be a good person from now on. I love you guys, thanks to wake me up.

Okay nak tengok jadual tak? tapi sikit je ni, nanti update lagi eh?

start.

• MONDAY-FRIDAY : NO TV, NO PHONE, NO FB. 24HOURS THERES ONLY A JOB, STUDY.
• Friday night-Sunday night : GOT TV, GOT PHONE, GOT FB. NO HOMEWORK OR PRAB. :D
• NO HANG OUT FOR THIS YEAR AND NEXT YEAR, WOHOO IS REALLY GROUNDED. IM DEAD.

-THIS IS REALLY MAKE ME INSANE-


So, how am i gonna find my "perfect" guy konon, -.- nak pegang phone pon tak lepas. berangan lebih.
Im taken, but I doknw if our relationship will be okay. :( Im not sure about that, Im sorry. 2months later, I will find you. Now, I've to be alone. otak serabut sekarang, pasal sekolah lagi. Hmm. You takecare of yourself kay dear? :( 

2011 resolution

 BE A PERFECT GIRL.

Hi! :) sorry dah lama tak update blog, ni pon Nadrah suruh. ggrrrr ,

Today was okay as well. Saiful dengan Zahrul dah pindah sekolah, :( aww, sad beginning. 

Epul pindah Teknik Gombak, Zahrul pindah Vokesional Manjung. Goodluck with your new school guys. :)

 

Me? Oh haha, I'll start school on Monday at SMK Bandar Sunway and will be in  class 4A. Kalau Epul tak pindah, mesti sama kelas dengan dia. :)

Neway, I'll gt new friend and new teacher from there, *excited* BAHAHA, Sofea Azmi, Intan Syazlina, Jannah Jahaya, Adianti Amanti and Fatin Nadia, they're kind. :) thnks guys for inform me about school.